octogenarian three-year old muscles tiny-gloved minor appendages frozen blue pool igloo packed, packing white snow coco eyes, dipping chocolate drink snagged nails on mitted fingers frozen blue pool igloo igloo by the sea, igloo in the yard igloo by the sea, igloo in the yard it was the kindest magic trick i ever have seen fixed, fixed, fixing machine fixed, fixed, fixing machine electric current, heartstop jumpstart: heart colt jumpstart: heart colt divers we go down to the ocean floor circles of light, treasures below our feet surfacing up to the sun anchors up, boat’s adrift; left alone premonition of whatever’s to come floating on tanks of oxygen webbed feet, sit straight up in bed “my father’s voice: i miss it all the time.” “my father’s voice: i miss it all the time.” it was the kindest magic trick i ever have seen fixed, fixed, fixing machine fixed, fixed, fixing machine electric current, heartstop jumpstart: heart colt jumpstart: heart colt mothers aren’t those we should blame fractious, puerile blandishments chiclets, cowlings gnaw at her face i often forget: we are the same his absense would spread like the sky oblivion: no tickets for life absurd death, tender resurrect soft but inexorable soft but inexorable it was the kindest magic trick i ever have seen fixed, fixed, fixing machine fixed, fixed, fixing machine electric current, heartstop jumpstart: heart colt jumpstart: heart colt

ended up undone by the touch of the other boundaries arose between us once enamored-pursuant in los angeles we are pulverized flight yet sometimes in memory we, still undoing, are undone cockroach trituration! elimination! but i still wanna get back to the erstwhile halation back where liminality collapsed rebuild! rebuild! halcyon nation! with the GRC -- my non-contingency i have these women, my pillars of sanity seated to eat at the dinner party and together with our total cacophony we say to each other: let's transgress the boundary oh let us return to liminality! (used to have secret places, liminal, lambent spaces)